God still has so much work to do in me, it seems like the process is never-ending, how would I manage without his grace?
The new job is ok, it was definitely his hands, and it works, but I don’t earn my share of our combined income. It’s ok for a while as there’s spring madness and poor Dave is having to work up to 50 hours a week at the garden centre. This is why I’ve been trying to make money on the second blog – which is coming close to being ditched as it’s not working for various reasons. I’ve got time to write this and the new book is chugging on slowly. I have time to garden and weekends and bank holidays off. More than just what I asked. The only downside is I’m on my own a lot, this I on the whole like. At times though it gets a bit lonely, but God hit me with a smackeroo the other day,which still has me reeling.
I was whining on to myself about how lonely I feel and whats this life for, blah, blah, blah. When he said to me, this isn’t a wilderness, it’s a paradise and he opened my eyes. I have all I’ve asked of him, he’s leading me through some issues that I really need to deal with, and the quietness is his mechanism to do it. Holy Spirit is helping me to perceive things and deal with them as never before. He’s given me with all I could ever need or want, I need to be with him, he’s my friend and I must just simply enjoy it.
I am at peace like never before.