Becoming a librarian is my latest challenge, I wanted to start a scheme in the village to get books to the old folks and Annie (the Bucherei leader) said if I wanted to do this, then I had to take over the library as she wants to retire. I had considered this before, and this time it seemed right.
So training is needed! I was booked to go to the Salzkammergut for a week shortly after we returned from the UK. At least obsessing about this stopped me feeling homesick! Luckily I got a lift from two other women from a another local library (every village in Lungau seems to have one). I so enjoyed sitting in the back of a car and being a passenger!
We were going to a village called Strobl, and when we arrived it seemed the Salzkammergut had got all our snow and it looked idyllic as we drove around St Wolfgang See. People rave about the area, but to me it looked very overdeveloped with holiday houses.
The training centre was gifted to the people after the war, and was in a beuatiful area. I had a room to myself and that I was looking forward to, no dog and no husband – more of this later! I had to register as Gluten free but the cook was very helpful.
We were a little early and we did the wandering around looking at people out of the corner of our eyes thinking who are they, are they on the course?? I was really freaked out at the thought of all this week just in German, and I allowed myself my pre exam freak out, of going to pieces completely inside, self pity and wanting to run away, then pulled myself together, it always works! But I did burble when asked to introduce myself, but at least they knew I wasn’t Austrian!
We did Ice breakers, and through the week learnt about cataloging, systematizing, law, yearly reports, funding, all the government agencies, we visited an old and a new library, did role play, presented a kids book, it was full on intensive, but well run and organised. I got my certificate, and am looking forward to the next part in June, we have to plan and run a project in the village and present it on the last week next year!
Each night we had a drink in the bar, and then I took myself to bed. I found the sitting all day really difficult, as I’m used to dog walking a couple of hours each day, I wish I had used the gym- if I can’t go for a brisk walk on the next course, I will! I was also really hungry, as the GF diet meant some days I got just meat and veges, fruit (no cakes for me) no spuds, no one in the kitchen seemed to read my order, on the last day I went and demanded some some! So I got hungry and then the wine on an empty stomach gave me both heartburn and a carbohydrate rush, so I didn’t sleep well. But it was nice having the room to myself!
I saw changes in myself, I used to rush in to be the first to do things in exercises to get it over, now I left it as long as possible to learn from the others how to do things and speak them! I was expecting people to find me different, so I got attention and I did have to tell my Austrian story a lot but by the end I just wanted to merge!
I’m 57 this year, when I write that,it’s scary, but inside I’m still me doing another challenge, which I need for my self worth. I’ve got a goal and a sense of having almost too much to do now, which is better than the post Christmas gloom. Its even been a struggle to find time to write this, but I must!!!